To everyone else, Lu Zhou is the cold, untouchable school heartthrob — proud, elite, and unreachable, a star shining high above.
But Shen Yihuan knows the truth:
His love is intense — so intense it makes you want to run.
To Lu Zhou, Shen Yihuan wasn’t just someone special in a sea of people.
She was an accident sent by the world —
a downpour,
a blaze,
a force that turned his world upside down.
—
In the military, everyone knows that Captain Lu has an unusually bold tattoo on his back —
A cherry blossom vine, vivid and striking like a painting, inked with the richest hues.
One day, a female doctor on aid duty shyly asks him:
“Is that tattoo in memory of someone special?”
Lu Zhou replies flatly, extinguishing his cigarette:
“No.”
But his diary says otherwise:
My love is heavy, selfish, dark, and hopeless — and yet, I love you.
I want to lock you away in a place without light.
I want to dig out every part of your heart that ever belonged to anyone else.
I want to entangle, devour, and possess you again and again — hear your sobs, see your fear, your surrender.
— Lu Zhou’s Diary 2
When Shen Yihuan grew up, she never forgot their military training at 16 — the scorching sun, the ice-cold watermelon, and that pure-looking boy.
Everyone said Lu Zhou was aloof, distant, self-restrained — no one had ever seen him smile at a girl.
Later, people heard that the famously popular Shen Yihuan was chasing him —
But Lu Zhou always seemed indifferent.
Only Shen Yihuan knew what really happened.
That night, during self-study, when the school lost power and everyone cheered to go home —
She was dragged into a dark hallway.
Lu Zhou cornered her, breath ragged, unable to restrain himself — and kissed her.
(Credit : loveeattea)
In her past life, a blood-soaked tragedy occurred—the founding empress met a tragic death. In…
In a daze, I saw the moon rising, as if returning to the New Year…
In the early 1980s, Pingchuan County decided to set up "Yuehai Town" in order to…
When Jiang Hanyuan was thirteen years old, she first met the man with the courtesy…
That summer, a boy laid his head on her lap, chewing a fragrant blade of…
I only wanted to live. To live freely and unrestrained, carefree and unbound, with no…