To everyone else, Lu Zhou is the cold, untouchable school heartthrob — proud, elite, and unreachable, a star shining high above.
But Shen Yihuan knows the truth:
His love is intense — so intense it makes you want to run.
To Lu Zhou, Shen Yihuan wasn’t just someone special in a sea of people.
She was an accident sent by the world —
a downpour,
a blaze,
a force that turned his world upside down.
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In the military, everyone knows that Captain Lu has an unusually bold tattoo on his back —
A cherry blossom vine, vivid and striking like a painting, inked with the richest hues.
One day, a female doctor on aid duty shyly asks him:
“Is that tattoo in memory of someone special?”
Lu Zhou replies flatly, extinguishing his cigarette:
“No.”
But his diary says otherwise:
My love is heavy, selfish, dark, and hopeless — and yet, I love you.
I want to lock you away in a place without light.
I want to dig out every part of your heart that ever belonged to anyone else.
I want to entangle, devour, and possess you again and again — hear your sobs, see your fear, your surrender.
— Lu Zhou’s Diary 2
When Shen Yihuan grew up, she never forgot their military training at 16 — the scorching sun, the ice-cold watermelon, and that pure-looking boy.
Everyone said Lu Zhou was aloof, distant, self-restrained — no one had ever seen him smile at a girl.
Later, people heard that the famously popular Shen Yihuan was chasing him —
But Lu Zhou always seemed indifferent.
Only Shen Yihuan knew what really happened.
That night, during self-study, when the school lost power and everyone cheered to go home —
She was dragged into a dark hallway.
Lu Zhou cornered her, breath ragged, unable to restrain himself — and kissed her.
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